...the sheer inevitability of wings

It is fiercely cold here today. When I got up this morning, just after sunrise, it was      -7F and dropped to -10F before starting to warm up. Even with the stronger sun of the last day of February, we have still only reached +7F. 

Feb 29

The sky looks so blue and clear but more snow lies ahead, 8-10 inches by late tomorrow. I heard yesterday that we are at 90 inches for the season so far with a good 6 weeks of snowy weather yet ahead.

There is something in this long drawn out move toward spring that keeps my mind turning to the transition of midlife, to the task of moving from the roles and expectations of the first half of life to the call to new life of the second half, the time when we are less bound by role and freer to follow a new path, one set by the movements of our hearts. As I have been reading on this theme and musing about it, I ran across the following --

                                                  Do you know 
                                             how the caterpillar
                                                      turns?

                                              Do you remember
                                                 what happens
                                                inside a cocoon?

                                                   You liquefy.

                                          There in the thick black
                                          of your self-spun womb,
                                                void as the moon
                                                   before waxing.

                                                        You melt

                                                    (as Christ did
                                                     for three days
                                                      in the tomb.)

                                                     Congealing in
                                              impossible darkness,
                                               the sheer inevitability
                                                          of wings.

                                                                         ~~Kim Rosen

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